Jessica Bean

About Me

My name is Jessica Bean. When I was a little girl I was a ballerina. My first time on a big stage I was two years old. STAGE FRIGHT. I told papa I would not let him down again, and I wont. I then wanted to be an actress. I would give up anything to become an actress, but there was a problem. I WAS SHY. So I got into Theatre Arts when I was in school. Its really not the same so I dident remain in that long. I decided to overcome my shyness on my own. So as I knew I only had the problem when the spotlight was on me. When I was at a park where there were kids, I could go up and chat, no problem. Then I started researching stuff about Actor/Actress starting off and how to get rid of stage fright, because I felt shure that not everone in show buisness couldent be shy. Come to find out, I was right. Most actor/actresses can hide their personality within a personality which is not their own. When you step into character you become another person and while you are acting like someone else you tend to forget your own personality at that moment. I found out about "THE GREEN ROOM" and how the color green is supposed to calm you, relieve stress, and relax you before the show. Thats where they sit all the big stars before they call them out infront of camera for an interview. So green became my favorite color, now you know why. Papa died in 2000 when I was only 11. He left me with a dream, goal, and promice to fulfil. I wont forget. Ive decided for a long time now, since probably before his death, that I would keep "Bean" as my last name even if I did marry. I would at least keep it until I fulfilled my goals to him. It just makes it more true and gives it more respectful meaning if I have my own last name which was his last name also. Its like my life is a brick wall. Just one brick is missing. Somewhere theres a hole. When I find it and place my brick in, the wall will be complete. -Jessica Bean There used to be a girl named Ellie who lived near me and I think this is kind of a funny story so im going to say.I guess she always thought I was going to copy her or that I already was or something. How I dont know, because I do whatever the fuck I want not careing what the world thinks. Anyways, her best friend Lorri Heath nicknamed Ellie "Bean". Well here on my myspace I used to write "Bean"(MY LAST NAME!)as captions under all my pictures. Well she commented a picture at some point and asked why I was writing "Bean" under all my pictures. She told me that was a little wierd. She said, "Dont you know thats my nickname?" I wrote her back and said, "Dont you know thats my last name?" -Jessica Bean I never say that I am better than anybody else, but ill be danged if I aint just as good!
When you take your friends for granted, You loose them. xoxo .JessicaBean. .you'll either love me, or hate me. .I speak the truth. .Im open minded. .Im overly polite. .I love meeting new people. .And I love my friends. .Living life. .always tired, but never sleeps. .Addicted. .sushi addict. .loves to travel. .So much to do, So little Time. I really could care less what you think. love me or hate me its still an obsession. "Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" "You dont Know me. You wont ever know me. My whole life is an act of me trying to find out who I am." -J.B. "Dreamers are the ones who have something to live for, because dreamers are the ones with something to fulfil." -J.B. "Life is like a brick wall. Once you find the empty space, its complete." -J.B. "Whatever it is your trying to accomplish is only complicated if you make it complicated." -J.B. "You cant wait for your dreams to find you. You have to find your dreams." -J.B. "Never compare someone to another, because no one is the same." -J.B. "I dont have best friends or close friends. I just concider everyone my friend." -J.B. "I trust everyone until given a reason not to." -J.B. "Im nothing that you want or exspect me to be." -J.B. "I treat people how I exspect people to treat me. THE SAME AS EVERYONE ELSE." -J.B. .:NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY:. Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Poem By: Robert Frost Yes this is my real buzznet. Any other ones are fakes. And the myspace sites listed below are my only two, the others on there are fakes. Jessica Bean's Public Myspace: www.myspace.com/xoxojew Jessica Bean's Friends Only Myspace: www.myspace.com/byjessicabean

My Interests

Modeling & Photography

Music

Negative, The 69 eyes, AFI, Lovex, Malice in Wonderland, Three days grace, Howie Day, James Blunt, Bullet for my Valentine, Taylor Swift, Shiny toy guns, Bjork, FAQ, Kill Hannah, Kincaide, Tiger Army, SAOSIN, Buckcherry, SexyDeath, MxPx, Bloodpit, Avril Lavigne, Dream Theatre, Avenged Sevenfold, Guns N Roses, Placebo, Smile Enpty Soul, Sisters of Mercy, Straylight Run, Uniklubi, Iconcrash, HIM, modest mouse, weezer, sex pistols, the doors, pink floyd, coldplay, and so much more...

Movies

The hot chick, Monsters INC., Ice Age, Water World, The 10th Kingdom, The Fifth Element, Harry Potter, My Boss's Daughter, Road Trip, The Notebook, The family Stone, Puff Puff Pass, Grandma's Boy, House of D, ...

Television

Fresh Prince, Married with Children, Deal or no Deal, Friends, ...

Books