jessicabean's Journals on Buzznet http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Went to WWE Last Night!]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/3588161/ And it was great. I loved watching Jeff Hardy Kick Edges ass from the stands.

Its so much better seeing them live in person then having to watch it at home on your tv screen.

I hope to go to wrestle mania, hopefully that will happen. =D

(OMGZ Im so excited about Rammsteins New album and Worldwide Tour. When They hit the states, I'll be at their show, best believe. And Hopefully I wont forget my camera. I forgot to take it to Wrestleing last night so I couldent get pictures for my brother(although he went..he wanted something more then pictures of the tickets...)He was so mad at me. Oh well. =/
If we go to Wrestle Mania I wont forget to take the cam. =P
HOPEFULLY!
Now im off to watch my Rammstein dvds!)
xo

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2009-01-04T12:36:00Z <![CDATA[Its my birthday!]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/3090121/ And heres my list of the stuff I want but im not going to get. haha. =P

1. Canon EOS Digital Rebel.

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And yeah..I also want Brian Haner Jr., Antti, Ville Valo, All of CB, NGT....oh! And Ben Barnes. ok im done. haha.

xo




 

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-09-29T12:47:00Z <![CDATA[My brother got me a Blackberry Pearl. =)]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/3002361/ And I likey.

It has a thing where I can put all my charms, this one does.

Unlike my other stupid blackberry.

=P

xo

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-09-11T13:15:00Z <![CDATA[HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN HANER & MARIA!!!!!!!]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2641031/

I dont drink..but im drinking!!! Cause I love you guys and cheers!
&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;!!!
xoxoxoxoJessicaBean

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-07-07T11:46:00Z <![CDATA[A Safe Place]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2640951/ Here she says she's;
Here I am a peach.
Surrounded by of many things,
She's kept inside on broken wings.
But I, She says, I am no more.
This world, its rotten to the core.
Her love once walked, yet loves' unfree.
He will come to rescue thee.
So she's placed safely out of reach.
The safest place inside my peach.
©JessicaBean
]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-07-07T11:33:00Z <![CDATA[[DIY] - Cause I couldent sleep...]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2601321/

I made this Panda case for my ipod nano..which I would not of even gotten the idea if I hadent of stopped by xobabykittyxo's page and read her blog entry on I-Phone Cozy's where it showed a frog ipod case like the one above. that blog entry is here: I-Phone Cozy

so all my thanks to her and her blog entry for the idea to even make this..and to everyone else who reads this: I hope you like!!! haha. =P
]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-06-30T02:05:00Z <![CDATA[What I want my wedding to be like.]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2528621/ For my wedding im thinking of having a 1920's themed wedding and everyone is to dress like 1920's flappers.

The vows will take place on a stage outside. The priest, groom, and I(the bride, dur)will be the only ones on the stage. The brides maids and grooms men will stand on ither side infront of the stage. they will not be standing on the stage. The guests will be seated infront of the stage.

We will have three or four mics on stage. The old 20's brodcasting mics.

All photos will be black and white.

The vehicle we leave in will be a 1920's chevy.

It will have a train of cans tied behind it dragging the ground. the back of the car will say "Just married" (It wont be written on the window.)

As we are driving away I want a shot of me and the groom in the back window. We will turn around, smile, and wave.

Theres my dream wedding. What is yours or if you have had one already what was it like?

xo

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-06-16T16:45:00Z <![CDATA[What doesent kill me, will make me stronger.]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2528511/ Why do I always end up with the wrong guy? I have always thought that,
"everything happens for a reason"
But whenever I stop and think about it, it all just seems like total bullshit. I used to date a guy named Chris G. I loved him. I really did. He never knew and he never will. I still dream about him almost every night. He wont escape my thoughts. Though, I regret nothing, I'll always love him.
"Sometimes I wake up crying at night."

"In my dreams you lean in close behind me. In my dreams you still whisper "I love you" in my ear. Like you always did. Like you always will." -Jessica Bean

"So your gone and im haunted and I bet you are just fine."

"Its too late to make it right, probably wouldent if I could!"

"Cause im looking at you through the glass, dont know how much time has passed, but all I know is that it seems like forever and forever seems so long, sitting all alone inside my head."

Dear God,
Please remind him how I feel or how I felt.

Dear Chris G.,
I hope you think of me.

"I watched you die, In your sleep, I was to Numb for you, to lean on me, you never saw me, now im crying in the middle of the night for that same damn thing."
]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-06-16T16:34:00Z <![CDATA[Miss. Texas 2008!]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2412171/ So as you know(or dont know)I will be attending the "Miss. Pageant" July 27-28.

Wish me luck!



xoxoxoxoxoxoxoJessicaBeanxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

]]> jessica jessica bean Buzznet jessicabean 2008-05-26T06:31:00Z <![CDATA[Went to see Narnia last night!]]> http://jessicabean.buzznet.com/user/journal/2370821/ I went to see Narnia last night with Jamie. I just wantedto say Congrats to Ben Barnes! He did an amazing job!

&hearts;

xo

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